I was sure about one thing before.
My question goes like this:
"I wanna ask something that maybe not important to you.
Do you see me as your future wife?"
and later..
"Yes, do you?"
"I do. Please work on that future."
"Okay Anis. I will try work on that. Muah."
"Don't make me doubt it."
"Thanks Anis. I won't. TQ so much."
I still keep these texts. HAHA I know, macam romantik kan? But now it feels like I should have burn the phone along with these stupid texts. But then I would't know that I got these in my phone and I won't be able to re-told them.
I've gone missing from you for a reason. But you already doing things behind my back. I know, and you know, that I will always know. It is just a hunch most of the times, I got this sixth sense about you and the things you do. I don't know why. I wish I can throw this gift away. I don't want to know.
It hurts for knowing.
I will try my best on pretending.
"Ya Allah Ya Tuhan Ku,
Aku Memohon Pada Mu Ya Allah,
Jika Dia Jodoh Ku,
Kau Simpanlah Dia Buat Ku,
Dan Jika Dia Bukan Untuk Ku,
Kau Jodohkanlah Dia Jodoh Yang Baik-Baik.
Amin."
*tears*
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