Slip Away

Read a story from your sleep

You'll tell me everything I need to know

Turn in thread into a verse

We sit and watch the Fall return to earth

Quietly as autumn comes

The days are getting shorter

One by one

Waiting here for you

Spinning on a shelf

I'm wasting my time waiting for myself

Hide my hands behind my back

My fingertips, they hold a secret

I have to hold it lightly though

Be very careful not to break it

I'm holding on to something lost

I should just let go and move on

When I'm fast asleep

It flutters in my palm

And by the time I wake up it is gone

Slips away, slips away

Slips away, slips away

Slips away, slips away

Slips away, slips away

Ooh ooh ooh ooh

Second Chance

I feel

SMALL

i mean

small

no.

small

still

small

i don't want to feel this way.

please.

just maybe

there's a hope.

Walk Away

There I was seeing you again,

everywhere I go, the places just remind me of you. 

There I was shutting my eyes,

shutting my heart from remembering every single details,

of me and you.

Pretending is the best way.

I know I can say your name now without feeling guilt,

sad,

or hate.

To hate you is just something that I cannot do.

I still shut my eyes.

I listen to my heart.

"It's okay. Even if it hurts"

Current song playing: I Love The Way You Lie. Exactly like ours.

Thanks..

a lot of thanks to you, yes you.. the reader.

but especially to you, yes you..

you really know how to make me feel special.

and you really showed it through your words and actions.

i am eternally grateful.

you may not know it but i am smiling and laughing so hard i think everybody can hear me =)

i want to jump off the window for the excitement that u gave me.

i want to smoke the whole package of dunhill just to breathe.

and most importantly, i want to die.

p/s: i'm trying to hide the tears, by saying thank you!