It is 2014...

This blog came back to me in form of spams. Who keeps sending me spam comments, well u guys sucks. Yet I take a look at this old rusty blog I used to care. This childish, girlish ways of life is still me, I believe, but yet I grew..

1. I am now engaged to not the guy I want to murder years ago (my ex), but to my second chance of love. I believe u still owe me an official proposal! Romance actually really dies.... At least in the way I see it :p

 2. Quality Assurance/Control is where I put my passion to. Thing is, I don't really notice the subject yet here I am.

3. I used to social networking a lot, then I took a job and actually have a bed curfew. Zzzzz boring!

4. I really hope to write again... See u soon! (am talking to myself)

Bye love!

Inside

You know the feeling when you open the freezer, you look for your favourite ice cream which was ALWAYS there but then it wasn't there?

That kind of feeling, like a bit of down added with some frustration. You keep on looking but you couldn't possibly find where it is. Then you started to figure out What, Where and How would that ice cream gone.

But you can never find the reason why.. Cause you just made up the theory that someone may have eaten the ice cream or throw it away. But then.. Maybe and possibly the best reason is that you NEVER bought the ice cream in the first place. You didn't even realize that. You got that? No? Me either.

It doesn't makes sense.

I started to miss the little things..

1. Writing. Telling. Sharing. This is a start I think.
2. Forgiving.. - The hardest thing to do.
3. Giving. I accept too much I forgot to give, to appreciate..
4. Grateful. I took many step forwards, I didn't thank anyone on my way..
5. Believing.. I should have never stop believing in myself, in you, you and you..
6. Trust. I put trust in others, but not in myself.

You see why I didn't realize that I didn't bought the ice cream? I was being selfish, I forgot.

You can never blame others for your action, and neither can I.

The thing is, we can be such a bitch to ourselves. A bitch is a bitch, always so freakin' insane in a way, but a human in nature.

Blahblahbla.. I'm talking crap. This is all for November post I guess? Byezz

August

Dear August,

                    Do you remember what happened to July? Do tell me. Hope to hear from you soon.





Sincerely,
   Anis

a bit of Hatyai

I was in Hatyai on 3rd to 4th of June, during the weekend. Just a one night stay but YEAH it was fun! Say no more..

The border was packed, we had to queue at least an hour. Lucky enough I could use a border pass instead of passport. Bertuah beb jadi orang Kedah! Please orang Kuantan jangan jeles hahaha ^,^

And here is the floating market, a very good place to try out yummy foods. Takyah risau nak dapat makanan Halal kat sini, berlambak! Lagi murah cari makan kat sini daripada pegi makan kedai. Mahal and maybe you can get cheated -.-' true story.

Don't ask why so few pictures taken. Wargh! Due to technical problem, kamera tadak bateri la, cas tak masuk laaaaa.. Aih. So most memories are stuck right here in my brain, for a few months.. Tahun depan sure lupa.

Thanks to my parents for taking me there. xoxo

I've been missing writing here. Very much. :'3

Four

There's still a part of me that wants to run free, unattached.




Can I still?

Three Words For You

Please Go Away.

I don't need you.
I am stronger without you.



*Christina Aguilera - Fighter


Classic!




Focus focus
Final Examination is coming T__T


08/03/11 - Food Service Layout and Design
10/03/11 - Business Communication
11/03/11 - Organisational Behaviour
14/03/11 - Food Chemistry and Biochemistry
15/03/11 - Law in Food Service Industry
16/03/11 - Ethics in Food Service Industry




Ayaq mata berdarah dah nak keluaq, aku harem tak study lagik!
Friends, do pray for me will ya?

Love does not exist just because you can't define it?

First of all, this isn't a post to answer the above question. This is my opinion of your so-open-minded-facts that you brag about, in which I do not agree at all. I'd rather discuss face to face, but you just keep pushing with the "Oh please la Anis" thingy. Hey, tak reti bersabar ke? Kalau nak aku quote pon takes time, oke =)

I won't quote anything from your blog, I don't think I want to. Blog kau tempat kau la kan nak cakap pasal apa pon. But please, in public, in which dalam kes nihh, tutor, tak payah la nak bawa kau punya kefahaman ke sana jugak. That is the only place I can enjoy and just freely release my tension. You're not the only one studying blah blah blahh.. *tamau bebel kat kau.

I will try not to make this post too long and factual. I am not that logistic. I believe in things I cannot see, hear or touch.

This is my opinion. Of love ♥

Loving someone so deeply that it hurts when they're gone. That one person you need to talk to every day. To hold on to when you're down. To do things you can never imagine, together. To be annoyed at their silliest mistakes. To laugh at their stupid jokes. Missing them when they're not around. You see them as your world, which are nothing without them. Everything about them is love.

This is not a definition of love, this is how I say what love means to me. Even I'm not in love with anyone right now, I still believe =)

There's too many ways you can say what love is, what it means to you. But don't say it does not exist. You're fooling yourself. 

Don't say you don't believe in love? I doubt that.

I wish you have a girlfriend, for when she says she loves you, you won't try to paste your idea on her head. You would just smile and say "I love you too" like you really mean it. Because when that time comes, I wish you could.

p/s: Don't judge me just because I don't agree with you. Your ideas are not that perfect and you know it. Try to listen to others too, don't provoke. As a friend, what I'm trying to say is you do things that doesn't makes sense to you too, sometimes. Try not to be so perfect by denying everyone's thoughts on you. It is best you don't try to get on my nerves too. I don't like it much.

Ini Aku.

Mungkin sekarang musim blogging. Ramai update. Aku? Aku lama tak update, agaknya sebab busy sangat sem nihh. Parents pon ngadu tak calling2 diorang. "Busy kalah PM ke?", Abah tanya. Damn, miss my home. Miss sleeping on my bed and just hanging out in my pinky room doing nothing. Agak2 bosan jek tido, takda hal lahh =)

Okay, sejak2 aku agak available nihh market macam turun naik. Seriously, aku tau aku ni bukan cun sangat. Comei jek. Anyway, orang yang aku suka, aku tau aku takkan dapat. Then aku mula la nak scandal sana sini, ishkk macam semak jek. So, aku buat keputusan untuk tunggu jela. Agak2 ada lelaki yang betoi2 ikhlas nak kat aku, aku akan cuba buka hati balekk.

Bercakap pasal ikhlas nihh, aku memang confident gilaaa aku pandang keikhlasan rather than looks. You know why? Because this is me. Ini Anis, Anis nihh bukan orang lain. Nak tau pendapat orang lain, itu hang tanya laa sendiri naaaa.. Kalau semua lelaki pandang rupa, jangan nak salahkan perempuan kalau kami pon memilih jugak. Kalau muka sekadar di pinggiran, mau perempuan paling hot sekali, agak2 kau dapat tak? Aku pon kata tak kot! Cuba la aim yang agak2 kau boleh dapat ke, beragak la sikit. Usha2 la diri tu dulu *nada serius macam bebel.

Ahh malas mau type banyak2, tak yakin pon orang nak baca panjang2.

I miss holding hands with the one I like,
cuddling him,
eating and laughing so hard at his jokes,
reminding him how much I love him and will always be.

I wish I have a boyfriend. *just at this moment

Facebook alerts

Oh oh facebookers -..- Aku tak gemar yang suka;

1. Update status setiap 10 minit, or ada juga tak sampai 5 minit dah letak status baru. huh? *Kau sorang je ar yg ada perasaan nak luah kat semua orang? Perlu ke?
2. Tukar relationship status setiap hari dan dengan sesuka hati. *Hey, desperado sangat nak bagitau kau Single after break up manje manjee setiap kali?
3. Tag kita kat gambar yang takda kaitan langsung. Contoh, gambar produk sabun entah apa-apa yang aku biasa kena jugak. *And I was thinking, I WON'T buy these things, mimpi la weh.
4. Komen dekat gambar kita yang tiba-tiba takda kaitan jugak. Contoh, "Eh hero cerita bla bla bla tu mati eh?" Bajet aku tengok laa. -.-

Setakat neh yang tu jela yang terbit dalam minda kosong aku neh. Aku dah kurang aktif ber-Facebook. And yes, I'm still alive =)

p/s: Mood FIFA World Cup lagi. excited!

Desperate!

i desperately need a new hand phone

i mean it!

i really really really need it!

i want some cash

ok maybe not

can i just pay my phone like..

every month

an installment?

where to find one?

p/s: malu kot pegi kedai hp tanya, bole buat installment tak? ehh MALU!!!

Again and Again

ahah, i'm sooooooooo bored.

so i google a Kelly Clarkson song, All I Ever Wanted 

and i keep singing this all day long.

sore throat, ehemmm.. can't reach the high notes.

oh i really enjoy the song.

best sangat taktau napa.

this is the one i keep playing over and over again!

 no Kelly's face here, just the lyrics

love it! 

btw, Happy 16th Birthday to my only younger brothertoday on 22nd May 2010

picture > credits to me! and oh my 1st brother, on 6th May 2010 

ha semart~ 

sory we can't celebrate together. uhukk~

but then i saw this at his fb page

so cute..

so my brother celebrated his birthday with his friends.how nice they bought him this cake.suits him well.
hope you both succeed in life just as you wish!x o x o
-Anis-

anything

When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind

When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply

When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions,
She is wondering how long you will be around

When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a few seconds,
She is not at all fine

When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying

When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever

When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention

When a GIRL sms's u everyday,
She wants you to reply at least once

When a GIRL says I love you,
She means it

When a GIRL says that she can't live without you,
She has made up her mind that you are her future

When a GIRL says "i miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more than that

p/s: copy paste

kamu

dah, memang aku penat.

couple pon tidak apa pon tidak. tapi komitmen mau yg tinggi punya.

kata sayang tapi depan kawan taknak ngaku sayang, mau jaga market ikut suka kamu lahh.

terang-terangan orang fitnah aku, kamu butakan mata, taknak ngaku nanti buruk nama baik.

kamu, aku tabik. kamu hebat. main-mainkan aku, aku dah malas nak layan.

kamu,

aku ada beberapa pesanan..

ya memang aku dah rimas ikut cakap kamu. kamu buat aku pon nak juga buat.

kamu nak main, kita main la sama-sama ye.

jangan lepas ney kamu nak terhegeh-hegeh lagi.. aku penat!

bermain la dengan "kawan-kawan" kamu, sudah takyah tengok aku langsung.
bergaduh jum kecoh-kecoh dekat semua, bila baik aku tak berkaitan dengan hidup kamu.

see if i care.

kalau kamu yang terbaik,

for sure dah defend aku.

boleh stop benda aku tak suka.

tak berkawan dengan khinzir puki semua tu.

but you are the opposite of everything.

for now, this is all i have to say.

p/s: i am starting to live without you

still here lahhh..

OK, this has never happened before.. i mean this..

not updating the blog. must have been very busy! yes i were..

got a lot of things to type down, but not in the mood really..
no inspiration.. this has never happened before too! damn~
later lahh..


p/s: i'm starting my new short semester this week. and ohh, my love life sucks!